Ello!

Everybody feels pain, it's a given. I created this blog as an outlet for my pain, without having to actually involve people in my affairs and drag them down with me. I have a separate blog for that, which I will keep to myself.

I was reviewing my blog recently, and I discovered that I seem really pathetic, like I hate the world, so I decided to change that. I love the world, beautiful things exist everywhere, and sometimes I feel like I've shut myself off to them, but I am here now. I have picked myself up, brushed myself off, and I'm ready to face the world and get it right this time.

I keep a written journal, but sometimes my hand gets tired. I need to assess myself, a lot of my thoughts and feelings are put into words by other people, and I feel inspired to create something like that.

I love a lot. I love hard. I love deeply. I love passionately. I don't mind sharing this with people, because I have so many things in my life worth loving. Loving people can be a downfall, so I try not to confuse love with trust. I don't trust often, but I love much.